YOUTH/hedonism

Hedonism

To me,

youth is everything -

a Solar system drowning in dark matter,

a disk with weird letters.

To me,

youth is everything

that doesn't last forever.

Youth is a mathematical problem

that is perfectly solved under the sheets

of the Pacific ocean.

Youth is deep emotions growing out of proportion.

And when I hate you,

I still can't get enough of you,

and when we have rows,

we call them 'debates'.

I'd walk the world to see you smile

but you mean nothing

when you don't agree

with my vision of youth

as a military parade

based on false ideals

because peace is tastless.

And I hate you

but I cannot but kiss you

because the truth

grows out of oxymorons,

So I'm in need of more, more, more of you.

You're painful like high heels

which I have to put on together with

eyeliner and complex lexemes,

hoping you'll be mine to discover

for decades

of our endless youth.

25.11.2016